sad... terribly upset...

dears,

if you two are reading this, i am happy, at least you guys understand my feelings for now.. while typing, i am crying.. so pain in my heart that i do not know how to describe.

my best friend, angeline, is getting married soon. sad to say, sitting arrangement of mine is not with my usual click.. i am not petty, but as friends for so many years, 11 years, you sure she treat me as a friend anot?? putting my close click with her outside friends, not me.. i am left with god knows who... ever spare a thought for me???

i met up with anthony lately and you know he can even tell me "even if you and i are of different table, you were sure to be taking the red table".. from this you should be able to tell that we are very close friends that grow up together..

too sad le.. too stress le... no more mood in saying more...

haiz... getting teary...

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